It's back to square one. And I thought that I would be moving on without drugs anymore...tiew 7! I still gotta resume to it...damn!
150-400 * 10^9/L seems so far away...sigh~
The last results were great...88 * 10^9/L. I know I will never hit the 150 mark. But as long as I am within the vicinity of 70-80, I am safe to move around. Shit, I should have watch out for the tell tale signs of minor bleeding...
Yesterday the result was 36~!!
If the number dips any lower, I am in deep shit! I may have to switch to another less stressful job. Or maybe just work from home.
36...I still have allowance of about 20? Last year when I admitted, I had 14 platlets...so I suppose that is the danger zone...the next check up is 23 January 2010....a week after that I am getting married....if the doctor find the numbers as dangerous and confine me to my room... NO!!!!!
How am I suppose to sneak out from the room, grab a cab to get marry and sneak back to the hospital - unnoticed? T_T
Sigh, after a year I thought I can live a normal life, but it looks like the storm is yet to be over...
Let's wait and see the outcome of 23 Jan 2010...but no matter what, I will make it out by 29 Jan =)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Cameron's Celebration
I always walk away from work, school, well mainly stress on my birthday so this year makes no difference...I guess this habit sprang when I was still in school...
That's coz in school, its always holidays before my birthdays so I never did go to school on my birthday. At work, I take annual leave on that day =) Last year I was out and about, this year I am up at Cameron~~ with someone who is very dear to me =D
We got a room in Equatorial and settled for three days two nights...its was a very nice hotel and the food they served was top of this world---very fresh and delicious! The seafood was absolutely incredible! What I loved most was the fresh strawberry milkshake!! Mama MIA~!
After dinner we stumbled upon a pool table...table for two? Bring it on!! For RM 5 - you get to play a game of pool...but considering that we were never pool "kaki" we spent more than half an hour trying to get all the balls into the holes! By the last ball, we played cheat and just place the white ball wherever we like because the last ball just WON'T enter the hole! GOD DAMN IT!!!
But it was real fun to cheat! *even then we took quite a few times before it finally entered!*
After the beef steak and fish fillet have settled down, its time to cut the cake! =)
Two less lonely persons in the room celebrating a small, low key celebration.....with only one candle and one person singing - even the whole world could not match the voice of a million divas...That person is my best friend, my colleague, my husband-to-be =D
By tomorrow morning, we are going to be back at stress land - but for now, let's just enjoy the sweetness of strawberries + chocolate....mmmhhhh~~~!!!
That's coz in school, its always holidays before my birthdays so I never did go to school on my birthday. At work, I take annual leave on that day =) Last year I was out and about, this year I am up at Cameron~~ with someone who is very dear to me =D
We got a room in Equatorial and settled for three days two nights...its was a very nice hotel and the food they served was top of this world---very fresh and delicious! The seafood was absolutely incredible! What I loved most was the fresh strawberry milkshake!! Mama MIA~!
After dinner we stumbled upon a pool table...table for two? Bring it on!! For RM 5 - you get to play a game of pool...but considering that we were never pool "kaki" we spent more than half an hour trying to get all the balls into the holes! By the last ball, we played cheat and just place the white ball wherever we like because the last ball just WON'T enter the hole! GOD DAMN IT!!!
But it was real fun to cheat! *even then we took quite a few times before it finally entered!*
After the beef steak and fish fillet have settled down, its time to cut the cake! =)
Two less lonely persons in the room celebrating a small, low key celebration.....with only one candle and one person singing - even the whole world could not match the voice of a million divas...That person is my best friend, my colleague, my husband-to-be =D
By tomorrow morning, we are going to be back at stress land - but for now, let's just enjoy the sweetness of strawberries + chocolate....mmmhhhh~~~!!!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Wave Run @ UPM
25 Oct 09 was the day for Wave Run at UPM...my god - I never imagined myself running in a race other than forced by my school for jogathon way back when I was 16. I took almost 3 hours to complete a 5 km route!
The Wave Run was 11 km...when I registered, the lady told me it was 10 km...Imagine how I felt when I knew that I had to pump in an extra km! O.o'''
The race was off early so I had to wake up at 530am...we need to flag off at 730am - so better be punctual. Luckily it was at UPM, so I don't need to rush much...only 20 minutes from my house. My goodness, I thought that 6am was early, the place was already packed by then! We had to park by the road and walk to the stadium...I never knew there were soooooooo many health freaks in KL!
I was getting a bit fidgety by 7am coz there was just so many people and they all looked so "pro"...I don't even know if I can complete the race within the 1.5 hours which they stated as qualifying time...well, I did train for this in the past few months....but 11 km???
Anyway, by 730am the race was flagged off....it was cool to see a sea of yellow troding the marked trail....like yellow ants slowing climbing up the hill...after proding about 3 km, imagine my horror when I saw an Ang moh lang jogging at the opposite lane....OMG!!! He has already finished!!! And he's heading back to the stadium! Its only been 30 minutes and he has completed the track! O.o'''
AARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This CANNOT be true!!
Anyway, after jogging like forever....my lungs are like bursting and although I had my walkman on, I still feel like there's no end....my mouth is dry and my body is overheating. I seriously need water....just when I feel like pulling out the white flag....Ah! The mark for 5 km....drinks station!
God bless water man...it never tasted so sweet like this!
Another 6 km to go before I can celebrate....6? 6 KM????
My legs are already so damn sour and painful by then...but I cant stop because if I do, my head feels like bursting and my shoulders are overheating....all the blood is rushing to my brain...so I have to force myself to pump on....such irony, such dilemma....T_T
By the last 2 km, slight drizzle was falling....oh God, Where is the finishing line???
Another last hill to climb before we can reach the stadium again....but I had to walk as my tummy is having cramps....but when I crossed the gates, I had to jog to cross the line...I must finish in style!!!
"Combine all the remaining power within myself and JOG UR ASS OFF!!!!!"
......At long last, I finally felt how it feels to cross the finishing line - feels GOOD!!! With the cameras and people cheering you on...NICE! And I got myself a goodie bad and cert as well...
Well, 11 km is not that bad...You just need to concentrate and DO NOT STOP!
My time? 1 hour and 15 minutes - Pretty cool, huh?
Next year, we aim for the medal! =)
The Wave Run was 11 km...when I registered, the lady told me it was 10 km...Imagine how I felt when I knew that I had to pump in an extra km! O.o'''
The race was off early so I had to wake up at 530am...we need to flag off at 730am - so better be punctual. Luckily it was at UPM, so I don't need to rush much...only 20 minutes from my house. My goodness, I thought that 6am was early, the place was already packed by then! We had to park by the road and walk to the stadium...I never knew there were soooooooo many health freaks in KL!
I was getting a bit fidgety by 7am coz there was just so many people and they all looked so "pro"...I don't even know if I can complete the race within the 1.5 hours which they stated as qualifying time...well, I did train for this in the past few months....but 11 km???
Anyway, by 730am the race was flagged off....it was cool to see a sea of yellow troding the marked trail....like yellow ants slowing climbing up the hill...after proding about 3 km, imagine my horror when I saw an Ang moh lang jogging at the opposite lane....OMG!!! He has already finished!!! And he's heading back to the stadium! Its only been 30 minutes and he has completed the track! O.o'''
AARRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This CANNOT be true!!
Anyway, after jogging like forever....my lungs are like bursting and although I had my walkman on, I still feel like there's no end....my mouth is dry and my body is overheating. I seriously need water....just when I feel like pulling out the white flag....Ah! The mark for 5 km....drinks station!
God bless water man...it never tasted so sweet like this!
Another 6 km to go before I can celebrate....6? 6 KM????
My legs are already so damn sour and painful by then...but I cant stop because if I do, my head feels like bursting and my shoulders are overheating....all the blood is rushing to my brain...so I have to force myself to pump on....such irony, such dilemma....T_T
By the last 2 km, slight drizzle was falling....oh God, Where is the finishing line???
Another last hill to climb before we can reach the stadium again....but I had to walk as my tummy is having cramps....but when I crossed the gates, I had to jog to cross the line...I must finish in style!!!
"Combine all the remaining power within myself and JOG UR ASS OFF!!!!!"
......At long last, I finally felt how it feels to cross the finishing line - feels GOOD!!! With the cameras and people cheering you on...NICE! And I got myself a goodie bad and cert as well...
Well, 11 km is not that bad...You just need to concentrate and DO NOT STOP!
My time? 1 hour and 15 minutes - Pretty cool, huh?
Next year, we aim for the medal! =)
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